I’m so sad. I posted a while ago, and things have just gotten so much worse I have crying spells all the time, I can’t sleep or eat, and anything I do eat I just throw back up because I’m so anxious.
I go to class, I come home and sleep. I have no motivation to study because I’m just so sad. I’ll probably fail first semester anyways, so what’s the point in staying here? The only thing holding me back is that my parents paid for me to be here and that’s a lot of money just seemingly wasted if I drop out now. But I can’t stay here if it makes me feel this low. I’m not even looking forward to thanksgiving this weekend because I know I’ll just have to come back here and that kills me. I finally broke down and have a counselors appointment tomorrow, and I just want to talk about my options. Maybe I’m depressed, maybe I have an anxiety disorder. I just don’t know what to do!!!