I think im definatly going to to crazy!

<p>I cant take it any more!</p>

<p>I did early decision 2 to Tufts, so the only thougth I should be having now is to hope that i get in, right?</p>

<p>WRONG</p>

<p>all i can think about is how i might get in and then realize that i am making a horrible mistake and i really belonged somewhere else...</p>

<p>before i KNEW i wanted to go to tufts</p>

<p>but as soon as i sent out that ed envelope all i could think about was the fact that i DIDNT REALLY know...no one REALLY KNOWS...untill they are there and have experienced it</p>

<p>so yes this is a pretty pointless post but i had to say it</p>

<p>i agree...i was thinking about that today when i wasnt paying attention in theology class. </p>

<p>ED is such a comittment and its scary. what if i made the COMPLETE wrong decision. </p>

<p>i find myself CONSTANTLY stressing lately. i like cant sleep...thats a problem. </p>

<p>february cant come fast enough!! :-&lt;/p>

<p>yea, I've been having some sleeping problems the last week or so. Lying in bed for 2-3 hours, I talked to my college counselor about it but she didn't really tell me anything I didn't already know. I think I'm ready to go sleeping pill shopping :/</p>

<p>wow its crazy! i thought i was the ONLY one feeling like this and would be completely critized for choosing to apply early before i was completely sure and ready to sell my soul to this school...lol</p>

<p>i dont know what to do...at this point...i dont know what im hoping for in feburary...will i be happy if i get in? will i be dissapointed if i dont? the answer to both should be YES...but idk?</p>

<p>Look, you're going to have to pick before you actually go to the schools anyway. If you hadn't applied ED, you'd be going through the same anxeity all summer. so good to get it out of the way.</p>

<p>woa i thought i was the only person feeling that way too although i applied ed1 somewhere and got in - it didn't really change things. it could just be a "grass is greener..." thing. it's easier to be sure before you actually make the decision. </p>

<p>you're right you won't know until you're there next year so wherever you applied early (tufts in your case) is a great school and hopefully you'll be happy there next year.</p>

<p>everryyyoneeee has this. i promise. your making such a HUGE commitment, one that will effect the rest of your life. i mean, i get second thoughts after ordering dinner. i wouldnt worry about it. you thought about it so much before, it has to be right for you.</p>