<p>So hear me out. I know you guys are probably laughing at me, and my dream to become one, but let me explain my backstory. I was sexually abused as a child by my father, and had a schizophrenic mom growing up. I went to Ohio State, and eventually had to face my issues. I went through A LOT of therapy, and I realized, I was a bit blessed and cursed at the same time. Even though my schizophrenic mom was also abused by my dad, she was able to always take care of me even with her condition. She had an amazing amount of intelligence, and that was based in her genetics, and I guess I inherited her intelligence and IQ. I actually took an IQ test and my IQ was 141. It made sense though, because even while I was being molested, my test scores were exceedingly high(the whole reason I got into college with my low high school GPA, was my high ACT and story). I guess to explain I got a 32 on the ACT while I had trauma flashbacks and had to force myself to concentrate.</p>
<p>Now that I'm free from the abuse and plan to press legal charges against my dad, my mind has been liberated. It feels like my mind can learn and react at an amazing rate, and I'm starting to realize I have a lot of potential as a person, and it was bogged down by the abuse and trauma I had. One of the biggest dreams I had was a kid was to be an astronaut. When things got bad, I would re-watch the Apollo 11 mission, and imagine myself in space away from all of it, and it fascinated me so much. I would tell myself I would be in space one day and that I need to push through the abuse.</p>
<p>But now that I'm actually better, I really do think my mom gave me an amazing amount of gifts, and with the fact that I was able to survive sexual abuse and have my mind liberated, I don't think there are many things I can't go after and achieve.</p>
<p>Physics/astrophysics really interests me. Would this be a viable route towards getting a job at NASA and doing research?(I guess that's my big first step). And no this not a troll post, I'm being serious about this, and my abuse is something I've accepted, so explaining in this context isn't a bother, but I wanted to explain why I really do think I have a shot of going after my dreams.</p>