<p>picking just one or two ECs I really care about and focusing on accomplishing something big with them rather than trying to pursue everything i like all at once because that just leads to frustration, getting overwhelmed, and a lack of any outstanding achievement in any one thing. and i wish i hadn't pursued officer positions, but rather, more tangible and meaningful things like raising a lot of money or starting a composting program or something like that.</p>
<p>plus i would have have been less concerned with academics and more on EC stuff. The grade/test score stuff seemed to always work itself out just fine whether or not i freaked out over them. so i wish i hadn't freaked out so much.</p>
<p>I also would have gotten involved with a sport freshman year and stuck with it for all four years. actually i wish i'd started a sport in elementary school and gotten really good at it. a guy at my school's already into yale as a recruited athlete. </p>
<p>And i should have taken certain classes with teachers known for writing good recs junior year rather than trying to get my grad requirements done. that's what senior year is for.</p>
<p>wish i'd been more social too possibly, more like the well-rounded super smart girl rather than the loner nerd...lol. and i kinda wish i'd gotten in the habit of wearing makeup to school. dunno why, there's just something attractive to me about the idea of a person who dresses nice and looks good but also manages to get good grades. it seems more impressive than just shunning the whole social scene in favor of your textbooks. </p>
<p>i guess i wish i hadn't slept in class as much. meaning i wish i had learned how to manage my time better.</p>
<p>Oh and I would have loved to try out for a play. i never did because i always felt i should have been so academic-focused, ugh. i think i could have been a much wholer and better and even more impressive person to colleges had i actually done what i wanted in high school rather than constantly sacrificing it all for studies and to impress my parents:(</p>
<p>and i really really really wish i'd stuck with my attempt to write and publish a novel in 8th grade. my goal had been to get it published by senior year but sadly i stopped writing when i sold my life to APs right from freshman year.</p>
<p>oh right and i wish i'd known about the ap siemens award and about all the crazy science research internships out there BEFORE i started junior year....i could have gotten the siemens award if i'd just taken one more subject on the list. like maybe self-studied stats or something.</p>
<p>and finally, i wish i hadn't blown off sat studying after getting psat scores back last year. and i wish i'd never taken the act, and especially not twice. it became unnecessary after i got my second sat scores back...so it was a total waste of money. and i wish i'd practied the essay more for the second time and reviewed my geometry.</p>
<p>and i REALLY wish i'd listened to all those ppl and started my college apps in the summer. UGHHHH!!!!</p>
<p><em>sigh</em> well we'll see how what i've managed to achieve turns out come april, and if all my regret is necessary or not.</p>