If you get in

<p>I'm not thinking about getting in.
I know that if I don't get in, I'm going to start writing a lot of essays.</p>

<p>I probably won't get in, since I'm 1 of 7 applying ED from a small private school, homogeneous community. But if I do, I will cry, my mom will cry, and my dad will cry from the bill that will come, and my bro will go nuts, and there will be a crazy party. and then I'll make sure I don't get C's and get rejected because of my grades.
I WANNA GO SOOO BAD!!
but so does everyone else</p>

<p>for ED, it's between me and another girl. but then there's RD, where a lot of people are applying. Would it help if literally EVERYONE at my school is applying to Wharton except for me?</p>

<p>if i get in, i will cry my eyes out. and order everything on the penn bookstore site. and then go on a shopping spree. and then eat at my favorite sushi restaurant... or ruby tuesday!</p>

<p>ruby tuesday hahahah :)</p>

<p>ahaha whether i get in or not, ive already made plans to go out...
either to celebrate or to forget that i ever even applied to college :)</p>

<p>ive already made plans to go to a party, even if i get in or not. im leaving the house like 5 minutes after i find out lol, just b/c i dont think ill get in and i dont want to sit around and mope about it lol. i even went to a party last wkend, just b/c i didnt want to drive myself insane thinking about the decision lol. time with friends is always helpful :)</p>

<p>at this point im counting on NOT getting in, so i told my parents i wanted to be home alone when i found out so i can make a clean escape without dealing with their sympathy hugs.</p>

<p>I had a conversation with someone while I was checking my e-mail. I opened up a thing that was from Penn.
Him: You got into Penn? Congratulations!
Me: No, not yet. If I did, you'd know it.
Him: Yeah, you wouldn't shut up.
Me: Damn straight I wouldn't shut up.</p>

<p>But yeah. Party. It'll be a great birthday present (four days late, admittedly, but still a good birthday present).</p>

<p>wait wait wait... you got an email from penn?</p>

<p>did anybody else get an email from penn? i didnt either...</p>

<p>Sorry for freaking you out. It was about my alumni interview.</p>

<p>whew. i was a bit worried there.</p>

<p>i was never offered an alumni interview :(</p>

<p>anyway I'll work for a few hours, hopefully leave early, and party my brains out.
if i dont get in, it'll be the same thing but I won't be leaving work early...and I'll have a lot of essay writing/grade-fixing to do</p>

<p>i have a track meet till midnight on friday so when i find out ill wake up everyone in the house.</p>

<p>1) put on some party music and celebrate with myself before i tell anyone else
2) go upstairs and tell my parents and twin brother
3) call the rest of my family and best friend who also applied ED</p>

<p>i'll probably take a pretty long nap. actually, i'd probably take a nap, anyway.</p>

<p>maybe i'll wear my penn shirt for like the two weeks after. people will ask if i got in, and i will tell them: "as a matter of fact, i did." </p>

<p>then they will say, "so i guess that now makes you a joe paterno fan?"</p>

<p>dance around naked in my nudie pants.</p>

<p>im half serious.</p>