<p>Jaccuse, I see what you’re saying, but I don’t want to be completely self-centered either. Ironically, that’s not even the spirit of what I’m trying to pursue for myself. I don’t want my parents to suffer because they have to support me through several years of education just so that I can get what I want…But, of course, at the same time, it’s difficult to completely forsake my ambition…what I really need is a more thorough depiction of what I can expect in this long process from someone who’s gone through it. But, thanks for your input!</p>