I'm depressed about going to community college

The NACAC list has been published, so go look at that. There might be a place that you like, that has the aid you need, and that your parents would find acceptable given the virus and their new financial situation.

http://talk.qa.collegeconfidential.com/college-search-selection/2186067-nacac-list-of-colleges-with-openings-is-out.html#latest