<p>I don't check my grades, because I don't want my high school life to be revolve around grades. </p>
<p>But when I estimated my GPA, as I'm beginning to make a list of colleges I want to apply to, I found out that the highest I can get unweighted is a 3.5.</p>
<p>In 9th grade, I didn't know the concept of studying. In 10th grade, I think I have 2 C's and 1 B and 2 A's.</p>
<p>And the only way for me to get a 3.5 is to get all straight A's in Junior and Senior year..</p>
<p>I feel like a screwed up so much.. I feel so down and so much regrets as I am worried more about not getting a scholarship than being admitted to a top school..</p>
<p>D;</p>