<p>I just graduated from high school. I'm going to the college of my dreams next fall but for some reason, I've never been so depressed. </p>
<p>My parents aren't going to support me much in college so I had to get a job this summer to start saving up. I've been working a ton in order to get as much cash as possible, but this has put a major damper on my social life. Whenever I DO hang out with my friends, I feel out of the loop. My two best friends in the entire world have gotten a job together and have therefore become very close, which makes me feel even more left out. Another reason I am left out is because I have recently become a health freak. I've struggled with my body image for some time and this summer I have devouted all my extra time to working out and eating right. I feel like I can't ever hang out with my friends because all they want to do is go to the beach but I am too self conscious to be seen in a swim suit. </p>
<p>So basically I am lonely and stressed from constantly being on the go. Then it gets worse. My best friend has always been my partner in crime. We're both pretty attractive girls but have mananged to have absolutely no luck with relationships. We both grieve together about our sad romantic life...but tonight she tells me that she has been talking for a boy that she used to hang out with and he proposed that they become a couple. I am happy for her but this pretty much broke me heart. Here I am working my hardest to build my self esteem and all comes crashing down as I realize that I ALONE have been unfortunate enough to never have a boyfriend. I'm not ugly. Or fat or stupid. I am usually very well liked and am actually pretty popular at school. But for some reason no one seems to be interested in me. And I'm just so depressed. Not because I like someone and he doesn't like me back. I just feel so lonely and now I feel like I have no one to talk to and I won't be able to meet new people because all I do is work and exercise. </p>
<p>What am I supposed to do? I know I will be leaving for college soon, but what if it is the same there? I just don't get it :(</p>