<p>Background: When I was a senior in HS, I was having personal/family issues that so upset me that I flat out refused to apply to colleges, even though I was a Merit Finalist. The college I went to actually sent an admissions rep up to my school 2 hours away to cajole me into signing an application so they could offer me scholarships. I went from there to dating and being at public university with my fiance/husband to having a family. Because I was a "gifted underachiever" and had the stress issues, I never went through the nailbiting and waiting for admissions stress. </p>
<p>My son is like me, in that he's very gifted (today his Spanish teacher called me about something and the first thing she said was, "Of course, he's very <em>brilliant</em>...", which made me very embarrassed!), and not like me in that he's got a great GPA, and is much less stressed than I am. He's a very cool person, with "angular" passions and a quirkyness all his own. Because of his talent, he can graduate from high school early if he wants. This is his junior year and he chose to apply to one (very selective, top tier) university, because it is his first choice. If he doesn't get in, he's going to take a gap year, possibly. </p>
<p>So here we are, waiting for the decision. We consider his admission to be a long shot -- he's not at the high end of the usual stats, and he has 1 year fewer classes and grades to show. The way we saw it, applying was to his dream school was like buying a lottery ticket that had a 1 in 10 chance. I mean, it <em>could</em> happen, and you can't win if you don't play.</p>
<p>But the thing is, because I didn't do this myself, I don't know how to support him, in admission or rejection. I mean, at first, I was very positive, saying, "I believe you'll get in!" but he got upset at me and said that he was starting with the assumption he <em>wouldn't</em> get in, so he wouldn't be disappointed. I am literally driving him nuts, because I can't seem to find any way to be or think or talk about his impending decision that doesn't freak him out a little. I thought it was my job to believe in his success, as a parent, but he tells me that he thinks that means that he's not really worthy of admission, because really, parents just support you because they're parents. </p>
<p>Anyone have any words of advice on this? Every time I ask him how I can support him, or how he'd like me to respond to admission or rejection, he doesn't know, or he gets upset at me for asking.</p>