I’m at the end of my freshman year and I only have a 3.0 GPA. While some people may think that’s a good GPA, I vehemently disagree and I think it’s pretty horrible. My first semester I got 2 A-'s, a B and C- and I had a 3.0. The C- was in bio (I thought I might enjoy the class, but lost motivation halfway through). My college has a winter term and I got an A- in my winter term class, so my GPA went up to 3.13. I was hoping to get it to a 3.3 after this semester, but I just saw my grades. I got 2 A-'s again (in courses I really enjoyed and was motivated to do well in–they’re also the two subjects I plan to major in), but I also got a C+ and a C-. My GPA went BACK to a 3.0. This is making me really depressed. My GPA shouldn’t have gone down and I feel so crappy. Plus I want my GPA to be as high as possible because I want to go to law school and for law, the better the school you go to the better your career will be. I calculated it and if I get all A-'s next semester, I’ll have a 3.2. I’m pretty sure I can achieve that, since the classes I’m taking are in the 2 subjects I got A-'s in this past year. I’m still so depressed and disappointed and I feel like a failure. I don’t know how to feel any better. I’m so disgusted with myself.
This post is nearly identical to your other post. Your symptoms sound like depression. Go see a counselor or therapist immediately. You are clearly unhappy about more than grades. And consider taking a semester or year off until you are feeling better mentally. You are obsessed with tenths of numbers in a way that isn’t healthy. It’s going to be hard to improve in college without addressing what is making you so upset. People have already told you your grades arent that bad.