<p>Hey guys, I just didn't know what to do, so I decided to ask you guys. This is going to be a long post, but PLEASE bear with me. Please :[</p>
<p>So elections for a certain international high school club to which I'm extremely devoted are coming up next week. I've always been devoted to this club. I had been the first person ever in our school to have a divisional position (in SOPHOMORE YEAR!!!). I had been the first person ever in our school to be asked to join a certain STATEWIDE DEPARTMENT for this international club. After having been experienced in our division, as well as in our state, I really really wanted to devote my experience to our school club, which was at the time underdeveloped. I had really wanted to improve the club; I was so passionate about everything, but I was literally the only one who looked forward to every single event. </p>
<p>So elections came last year and I wanted to run for VP of our school club. I tied with one of my fellow schoolmates, and the presidents decided to give her the position because she was an incoming senior...so I was like..ok whatever, I'll try next year. But the thing is, our president secretly told me that he had created a second Presidential position for someone who DIDNT EVEN TIE because he thought she'd do a better job than the one who did get elected president. So I was pretty ****ed that 1. I didn't even get a re-run after my tie and 2. Why couldn't they make an extra position for me then if it was so easy for them to make an extra Presidential position...?</p>
<p>So the year passed, I couldn't really do anything about it. This year's elections are coming up next week. I'm running against one of my really good friends who was secretary last year. I don't feel very confident to be honest, but I signed up to be President anyways. At this point, I'm really confused and don't know what to do. People bring in all their friends on that one day just to elect their own friends, but I'm not very popular. I only get a one minute speech. I'm definitely going to talk about my experiences but the presidents get a say in the election and I'm afraid they're going to choose one or the other candidate. </p>
<p>Do I have a right to feel this way? Do you think they're going to choose the one who served on the school board last year or me...I'm gonna break down and cry..No matter how much I think about it I just don't get why I at least didn't get a re-run...:/ This always happens to me.</p>