<p>Your priority should be your mental health, not Cornell. The really sad news is that your home is apparently not a safe haven and a place where one could get better. Also the likes of Cornell is a pressure cooker and will likely aggravate the mental condition. The school year should be about done so do what it takes to finish. But after that power down, find a safe haven. (a relative maybe) Think about a bye year. The purpose of which is to get rid of the stress. Without the family and school stress (and with therapy and medication) the mind and body just might right itself. God bless.</p>