<p>I would encourage you to get help at your school’s guidance office or with a pastor at your church, if you attend one. And if you don’t get help from one counselor, keep trying. I am sorry for your problems at home. But you should get yourself somewhat stabilized before coming into another high pressure environment, like Cornell. I have heard that you could probably get a one year deferral of your admittance. Then, being stable you would be more likely to finish your education.</p>