<p>ready to apple to colleges? well, yes, but I'm kinda scared...</p>
<p>ready to move out, be on my own? yes! when can I start my countdown?</p>
<p>yeah i'm not ready at all.
i'm a year younger than everyone (i should be a rising junior) and so that makes me feel even more unprepared. i can't imagine not living with any parents, and basically having the freedom to go and do whatever i want. i would of liked to take a year off after highschool and then go to college so i'd be more prepared but that's generally not a good idea for academic reasons. so i guess i'll just have to stick it out =/</p>
<p>more like TERRIFIED, ready to pee in my pants ;_;</p>
<p>I'm just afraid my college app will not be sufficient... and yeah the workload next year (Junior), I'm taking one of the hardest schedule's possible at my school and I've got to catch up on EC's... shouldn't have wasted first two years gosh darnit</p>
<p>BRING IT!</p>
<p>can't ****ing wait</p>
<p>i feel ready and then at the same time i don't feel ready at all... i have this fear of not getting accepted anywhere.... is this normal at all??</p>
<p>Don't bother being afraid.</p>
<p>No matter how good your imagination is, you won't be prepared for the nightmare.</p>
<p>I'm in denial...</p>
<p>I cant wait, yet I can. Its really weird.</p>
<p>I'm really not that scared. Junior year was so bad that I think senior year should be better. I'm just afraid I'll catch senioritis. I think I already picked it up from my senior math class junior year.</p>
<p>I'm terrified of applications themselves, because I'm the sort of person who will stress over every minute detail of everything. And I also avoid writing whenever possible, so the thought of essays is hanging over me like a lead balloon. (I've got the grammar and the vocab, but the actual "voice"? Nope.) And after applications, the thought of waiting for results is even scarier.</p>
<p>I'm mildly worried about senior year courseload, 6 aps probably wasn't the best idea, but I'll make it work. A few late nights and a few cuts of unimportant classes, and I'll be fine ;)</p>
<p>I'm not, however, that worried about going off on my own. I've traveled a lot with a club I'm in over the past few years, and it's gotten me used to being independent. Besides, my home life has been less than perfect for the past few years, and while I'm going to miss my little brother terribly, getting away doesn't seem like the most horrible thing. My parents are super strict, and well, a little freedom sounds very, very nice...</p>
<p>I'm afraid. I swear, everyday I have a panic attack about some aspect of the process.</p>
<p>I think it's the after-effects of a VERY stressful last 6 weeks of junior year (finals, AP exams, SAT2's, class projects, more finals...).</p>
<p>I'm definitely ready. I've been ready for a while, but have been nervous about my SATs. After finding out I got 1930 my first time without studying a bit, I'm even more excited. I can't wait to leave to college. My life is fine now, but I don't really fit in with my social circle, even though I do have friends, so I'm really excited about going somewhere and starting out brand new.</p>
<p>Senior year should be fun, even though I'm probably going to take four APs. As for the applications, I'm not worried, I can write a good essay if I have the time, and there's nothing else that frightens me.</p>
<p>The only thing that will suck is leaving my parents and living on my own...but that's how life is.</p>