Hey CC, this is a long and strange post, but I would so appreciate any feedback I can get.
Over the last two years, I have considered going to graduate school to get a PhD (maybe a masters then a PhD) in sociology. I love the subject, from the theory and analysis to the research. Ideally, I would love to teach at the university level (despite the sad, sad market in academia) or possibly do research for someplace like PEW Research Center. When a couple of professors of mine noted my shrewd analysis of complex topics, enthusiasm for social science, and resilience (even despite some truly tragic personal circumstances), they recommended I pursue graduate school. It was awesome to have that confirmation that I could potentially do what I have been so carefully considering!
However, and maybe this is just mid-semester burn out after taking 23 credits and working 9 hours a week, but I am doubting myself. I think I really want this still, but is graduate school a realistic option for me? Will there be a job for me when/if I come out the other side? Am I even capable? I know this is a decision I should not take lightly. (Yea…I might be having an existential crisis right about now).
My background: I’m a senior undergraduate student with Sociology and Anthropology majors, English minor. Overall GPA is a 3.8-3.9. I have taken lots of challenging courses (a total of 4 methods/stats classes, a few complex theory courses). My GRE score was 5 Writing/155 Quantitative/160 Verbal. (Not sure if I should re-take). I am on 2 different faculty committees (one that involves university policy and meeting statement of purpose objectives, and another that involves academic status/progress/curriculum).
My biggest/most important research job began in May and will last until the end of this May. I work 8-10 hours a week. I analyze quantitative data using statistical measures and qualitative data (interviews, etc.) in various ways. For this position, I sometimes collect data, too. I have also done a few (3-4) mini-research projects, each lasting about 3 months. Most of them dealt with a similar line of research. For each of them, I either did secondary analysis of existing research or interviews and put that in the context of different social theories. There are two specific lines of research in sociology that I would like to further pursue in the future, so I have direction on that front.
So, to sum it all up: Would I stand a chance in grad school? Would it be worth it even if I could?
Thanks for the input.