<p>Let me start by saying I am in the minority (or at least it feels this way) of my friends who hates her school. I hate the enviornment, the people, the academics...nothing about it is working. It was my first choice for a school, but it turns out that the school is nothing like I expected it to be.</p>
<p>I'm never happy when I'm there. I lost a signifigant amount of weight during the first semester, and hardly got a good night of sleep. And it's not because I was pulling all nighters-I barely had any work ever and was always in bed by midnight.</p>
<p>I have a 5 week winter break, which is great, but what's not been so great is the constant panic attacks I've been having. I already have problems with anxiety, but every time I start thinking about school, it usually ends me with having a panic or anxiety attack.
I already know for sure I want to transfer for next fall, but it's too late to switch to a new school now. </p>
<p>So, I was wondering: is it better for me to stay home for this semester and get a job/internship while researching other colleges I could possibly attend, or should I just go back for the semester and try to get through it and hope for the best? I already have 21 credits after one semester.</p>
<p>Thanks for any advice or suggestions you can give!</p>