<p>to have no ambition?
to not really want anything out of life?
does that make me weird or enlightened?</p>
<p>Not weird, maybe a little sad.</p>
<p>Perhaps you just haven't found something to spark your ambition yet.</p>
<p>That's depressing</p>
<p>Well, having nothing to work for is probably pretty boring.</p>
<p>i used to care a lot about school and then i got into caltech</p>
<p>since then i've cared about things like
a) winning at nethack, but then i did that 18 times and it got boring
b) getting back into caltech, but i just did so now i have nothing left to care about</p>
<p>so now i need a purpose, where can i find one, do they grow on trees</p>
<p>just think of small things to look forward to periodically</p>
<p>i do that and it makes every day exciting!</p>
<p>I've got some 12 gauge ambition for you if you don't get off your ass and do something</p>
<p>Seriously though, you don't have to care until college is almost over. Wonderful society we live in, no?</p>
<p>Weird as in abnormal? Yes, yes it is.</p>
<p>Some would envy the lack of attachment, though. Too bad they'll never get it.</p>
<p>I doubt you're really apathetic, though. Undoubtedly, you care about the future very much.</p>
<p>good idea poseur, i should do that</p>
<p>too bad my life mostly consists of sitting on my bed reading internet forums, at least until i get back to school. sad, isn't it. i think i need to be more busy.</p>
<p>yeah i guess there are stages of life that pose a lot more opportunities for excitement... as a senior, i've got lots of decisions & what not to look forward to</p>
<p>well when you're back at caltech, you've got classes to keep you busy & hopefully interested enough to look forward to them at least some of the time ;]</p>
<p>hopefully :]</p>
<p>BUT I STILL HAVE A MONTH WHAT DO I DO
i'm going slightly crazy here</p>
<p>get a WoW account</p>
<p>JUST KIDDING DON'T DO THIS; THIS WILL DO THE EXACT OPPOSITE OF WHAT YOU WANT</p>
<p>It is so weird. But, you can keep motivated for a month.</p>
<p>lol i tried WoW last time i felt like my life was meaningless
and it sucked
because i didn't know you could move with wasd :D</p>
<p>plus all the avatars are really ugly</p>
<p>Guild Wars is better for wasting time than WoW</p>