<p>I have never been more frustrated and confused than right about now. </p>
<p>I'm someone who is aiming for Ivy League level schools, and I have been working as hard as I can all throughout high school. More than anything I have strong extracurriculars. </p>
<p>My issue is this: I struggle so much when it comes to timing. And this year as a junior, there were more and more standardized tests we had to take. One after the other. And the honest truth is I simply can't finish, I try as hard as I can to go faster, but I always need that extra five or ten minutes at least.</p>
<p>Its hurt me the most on the SATs, I mean I look at my scores and almost all the questions I get wrong are ones I cannot get to. The ones I answer, I get right, its just always the ones at the end.</p>
<p>I don't want to come off as ranting, at all. But its just been very hard to deal with it, because I always feel like I could do better if I just had more time. I don't know what to do.</p>
<p>And, I've already tried the trying to get extended time thing. My mom absolutely refuses to let me get tested for extended time. She thinks that its just a hoax a lot of parents try to get there kids into under the disguise of ADD. Like there might be some truth to that, but its so hard in an AP class when I sit there and six of sixteen students are getting extended time and I can't get it, even when I need it more than all of them. And then it results in not scoring as high.</p>
<p>I just don't know what to do. I'm retakeing the SATs, but I don't want something like this to be the reason I can't get into a school I'm aiming for. I mean I'm in Cum laude and in the top 10 percent of my class, and taking a very rigorous course load, but I just feel like its over for me pretty much because of what this has affected me recently, and even more so on the SATs and Sat IIs. </p>
<p>If you read this all, wow, thanks.</p>