I've made a big mess for myself ! please help!

<p>Ok, well this might get kind of long but i've made a hugeee mistake. I was accepted to umass amherst. The school of my dreams i thought, but i went for orientation and i hated it. I was also accepted to a more local school bridgewater state college, and so was my girlfriend. I was originally suppose to go to umass, i had all my classes picked and my room was all set. mind you this was only about three weeks ago. But i changed my mind and decided to attend bsc, i spoke with a woman at umass told her about my withdrawal and everything. but now im regretting that decision, i want to go to umass but school starts in less than a month. do you think i will be able call umass and they will let me attend after explaining my huge mistake to them? please help me, im a mess</p>

<p>Nobody here can help you, you'll just have to call UMass and see.....</p>

<p>What did you like before the orientation to make you want to attend, what did you dislike so much at the orientation to change your opinion, and then finally, what are the positive points about U Mass that make you sure you want to attend there? Perhaps if you are clear to Adcoms about this, they will reconsider your application status. Would like your opinions on the school - campus, housing, majors, social life, etc. Thanks, and good luck!!</p>

<p>I liked the reputation umass has of party hard, but work harder. At orientation i was very homesick and i missed my family but after talking to many people i found that it was normal and everyone feels that way. I also felt like i wouldnt fit in, but now i realize i was at one orientiation session with only 400 kids but when school starts there will be 15k +. Hopefully they will reconsider me because this is what i really want and what i need. Do you think they'll let me attend in september. There is nothing that i want more than this. i hope theyre not mad at me for being extremely indecisive.</p>