<p>hey everyone.. i really dont know why im typing here.. i guess it's just a way for me to sort things out..</p>
<p>when i was in high school, i really didnt care about school (grades... ) and focused on just learning.. and i was happy.. when i graduated, everyone around me was disappointed and then thats when i started to feel hungry for it (it, being "success") and stuff and just focusing on numbers and i just started to change my view..</p>
<p>i mean, my figures from high school arent that bad.. 3.85 gpa, tennis varsity captain, but my SAT was 1840.. science club vice president.. anyway, i was satisfied but my parents were so disappointed.. i got into a decent college..</p>
<p>from the first day from freshman year, all i wanted was to transfer out so i did my best in everything and i took every step hoping it would lead me to the best schools... </p>
<p>i got 3.6 cumulative gpa in college, im a sophomore now and ive been very active in school, been close to the dean and been one of the acknowledged leaders in my school.. </p>
<p>ive sent in all my applications and i know my chances ar eextremely slim.. but idk.. where do i go from here? it just seems so pointless.</p>
<p>what do you mean by where do you go from there?</p>
<p>as in right now? just find stuff to do, keep working hard. take care of yourself. get sleep, exercise, try to have some fun with friends. just get yourself together and centered and ready to move on.</p>
<p>or do you mean what should you do next year?</p>
<p>I was in the same position as you in high school. I wasn't bad academically, but I was just sort of drifting along. My parents were disappointed, but now I have turned around. I'm now focused on my education for probably the first time in my life.</p>
<p>idk.. it just seems.. i dont even know if i really do want to transfer.. it's like, i set it all up you know? if i really think about it, im doing exceptional in my school.. and idk it just UGGGGGH oh gosh. it's like being stuck in the present and u cant get out of it.. like, you have nothing to look forward to because u dont really know (will you get in or not?) or what happens??? i dont even know why i wanna transfer but i feel my whole being hoping for it. </p>
<p>relax dude. I got the same feeling as u do. really bad SATs, But perfect acdemic scores. Im waiting for the desicion from Uchicago. Really stressful...But have to wait. so .... just relax</p>
<p>I think you should make sure you are transferring for the right reasons, and not to make anybody else happy.
I mean, if you are happy at your present school, why transfer?</p>