<p>i am going to a college that i REALLY dont want to go to (parents making me go there cuz they like it more than college B)
i am feeling more and more tired (i practically sleep in 3 of my classes)
i am getting 4 Cs while 1st semester i got none
i am always arguing with my parents (my mom has decided to stop talking to me, aka: excommunicated me)
i quit all my ec's because i am over it
i feel depressed
what can i do to stop all of this from happening?</p>
<p>just relax. I have found in life that things usually work out. Always remember that things could be worse. You have your health and are about to get a college degree. Where I live most people never thought about even going to college and never applied or anything. Just remember things should work out</p>
<p>All except No. 1 are probably just your own unique strain of senioritis coupled with the letdown/resting phase before starting college. It's been a long race but one you know intimately. But you're soon to begin another you really know little about. Exciting and scary at the same time. It's also possible that despite going off to the college you say you don't want to go to, you are still, deep down, eager to begin that next phase of your life.</p>
<p>Internally, below the surface, you're probably reviewing and summing up all you've done and been and wondering where it can take you in the future. Reassessing, planning, comparing.</p>
<p>Most of us start our lives with less favorable advantages than we'd like or wish for. It's what we make of it that counts in the long run.</p>
<p>MY LIFE SUCKS RIGHT NOW KL:SDFJ ET WETJK: KLWEJ:KL</p>
<p>I WAS ****ING STUDYING FOR MY GOVERNEMTN TEST AND WAS REALLY ENGROSSED IN STUDYING AND DIDNT HEAR MY DAD TELL ME TO SHUT MY DOOR. I HEARD HIS VIOCE BUT I WAS CONCENTRATING ON MY BOOK SO I THOUGHT HE WAS JUST TALKINGTO MY MOM</p>
<p>AND THDEN SUDDENLY I HEAR HIM YELLING AT ME AND SYAING IM A LAZY ***** BECAUSE I REFUSE TO LISTEN TO HIM</p>
<p>i have a book i my lap and it's celar to see im studying
so i calmly say "i dindt hear you bc i was studying'</p>
<p>and he has the nerve to say IM A LAZY ***** WHO IS PURPSOELY NOT LISTENING TO HIM????SDFKL:J L:SDKJ</p>
<p>im screaming and yelling in my room bc my parents both left the house
im shaking bc im so mad i dont konw how to express all this anger
and all i can do is just slam my hnads across my keyboard and keep screaming to release my anger
but its not helping i just have a headache;k
and seriously that <strong><em>ing osn of a *</em></strong> is going to go to <strong><em>ing hell for what he *</em></strong>ing just said to me.
he is a *<strong><em>ing mothter</em></strong><em>ing son of a *</em>** and he *<strong><em>ing deserves to go to *</em></strong>ing hell </p>
<p>its not like i was watching tv so i couldn hear him. i was *<strong><em>ING STUDYING AND DEEPLY CONCENTRATING SO HARD ON MY *</em></strong>ING BOOK THAT I COUDLTN HEAR HIM </p>
<p>and he <strong><em>ing had the *</em></strong>ing nerve to say THAT I WAS *<strong><em>ING LYING AND THAT IN TRUTH I WAS A</em></strong><em>ING LAZY *</em>**</p>
<p>how the **** can he say i mLAZY when the REASNOP I DIDN HEAR HIM WAS BC I WAS <strong><em>ING STUDYING IN MY ROOM
and i cant believe he siad i was a *</em></strong>ing LIAR???? ***ing son of a btich</p>
<p>im giong to <strong><em>ing kill that mother *</em></strong>ing osn o fa ****
i cant *<strong><em>ing take this anymore
i either *</em></strong>kng kill him or *<strong><em>ing kill msehylfk;jasf dl;
im so *</em></strong>ing askl;djf kl;j madkl;asdfjl;akdjf</p>
<p>That was like this morning when I was getting ready for school and trying to study for a HUUUUUGE test today. My dad asked for the nail cutter so I went and got it but he was in the kitchen and I didn't think he wants to cut his nails in the kitchen (!) so I put it on the bathroom counter which is like 5 seconds from the kitchen and he yelled at me for not giving it to him in his hand. Then my parents had a huge fight for like 20 minutes and I ended up not going to school.</p>
<p>my dad is teh most illogical son of a ***** tehr is.
he deostn even deserve to be called "my dad"
i am ashamed to have even be related to him.
it is a monster a ****ingmonster </p>
<p>at least hyour dad didnt tell you that you are lazy and lying
i cant stand when ppl say things that i am not
and when they rwrongly assume things</p>
<p>and the way taht son of a ***** keptyelling at me
even after i calmly explained that i thought he was talking to my mom</p>
<p>i mean, isnt it a GOOD THING that i'm concentrating on my studies
instaed of being distracted and listening to everyuthing else around me</p>
<p>ive been yelling and screaming at the top fo my lungs for the past 5 mintues taht i feel really light headed and dizzy</p>
<p>if i die im going to blame ito nmy dad and im goign to kill him with my ghost spirit</p>
<p>ive never ever been this mad in my life although that son of a ***** has always said **** about me that just drove me to the edge</p>
<p>one more time he drives me to the edge im going to kil lhim</p>
<p>ripcurl, just free your mind off these depressing things. It's the end of senior year and you will soon be off to college where you can ignore your parents, have fun, learn, and pursue ur ecs, etc.</p>
<p>cookiemonkey1004 Calm down! It happens. If you are that angry right now, I advise you go to to sleep now. If you have to finish your work or study, just wake up early in the morning because you won't be able to concentrate right now. Just read a good book or story or watch tv to take your mind off of that. It happens to everyone..don't get so angry.
By being angry you are just showing that you yourself are weak and cannot handle things like that. It shows that you allow others to control you. Believe me, you don't want to be so weak that anyone can disturb your mind any time they want. Hopefully, by tomm morning, you'll get over it.</p>
<p>thanks everyone for there helpful responses.</p>
<p>exigent: kind of hard to have a girlfriend when the closest thing u have to a car is a skateboard.
cookiemonkey: two night ago at the dinner table, my sister decides to steal my desert while i was getting something out of the fridge so i kick her. then my mom asks me why i kicked her, and i tell her to "shut up" (since then she hasnt said one word to me)
tropcialisland: how will i be able to ignore my parents in college, if they are making me live at home during college? also it seems that my parents are making all the decisons for me(i guess they dont think i am responsible). they are thinking of making me double major in computer engineering and electrical engineering(i definitely dont want to do that). they wont let me take a minor (i was planning on taking one). they wont let me join a frat(they think i will party every night). they arent letting me take a semester abroad (they say its a waste of time and i wont learn ANYTHING).etc......
i need to go to something fun. any ideas?</p>
<p>hey thanks everyone. it's taken an hour but im finally calmed down and not screaming and being psycho anymore! hoorah i can resume to posting without half as many asterisks :p</p>
<p>just take a week off this summer. just take some cash and leave, clear your mind, get a new outlook, then come back. yeah, they'll be mad, but theyll get over it. but i guess thats a tough thing if you have no car.. hah how bout a road trip with a bunch of friends?</p>
<p>lights out: well, this summer i am going to europe for two months. i am really stoked about that. i am going to belgium,germany,and france. i am going to do alot of fun stuff.</p>