March 10, 2009

<p>Who can't wait another 60 days until March 10?!?!</p>

<p>ME!!!! I have 5 out of 6 applications completely done, and I just want to fall asleep until March 10th!</p>

<p>I feel exactly the same way! The wait is getting intense...</p>

<p>I could wait 100 days. I need time to drop the emotional bomb... It has been an emotional head case with two friends recently. I'm getting texts like "don't leave" three or four times a week and they end in "it won't be the same... you are the life of the school." I'm involved with alot of stuff... Everyone is thinking stuff will far apart. I get alot of questions also, and when teachers/coaches say "if he stays around" I get funny looks and even more people freak. Some people are even getting edgey over it because everyone is talking about it... Alot of people are getting obsessive over it. Everyone wants to help me and talk to me... But I don't care about most of them.
To think, they actually made a plan for march 10th... And now they are freaking?</p>

<p>I can see where you are coming from, but you have to let go sometime.</p>

<p>I keep trying to tell them that. I'm not going to just leave, I'm trying to do it very slowly. Like instead of hanging out every other day, they have been hanging around with me EVERY DAY for like 3 or 4 hours.</p>

<p>I can definitely wait... I'd be willing to wait for the 15th, too, b/c I'm still finishing my essays, even if it would add a few more weeks of intense emotional stress. Everyone freaking is different in my school anyways, b/c it's a small school, and everyone seperates into different private day schools for high school. But... aren't you in high school?</p>

<p>Around March the 1st, I know I'm just going to start panicing, and I'm not going to be able to sleep. But for right now, I'm feeling pretty calm about it.</p>

<p>Also, good luck to everyone. =)</p>