<p>I can't decide what I want to do with my life. All of the work I've done in my life has led me to this point: what now? You guys may not take me as serious, seeing as I am a rising senior, but is it not important that I have some idea of what I want to do when I'm applying?</p>
<p>Math--I love math and I'm pretty good at it. I'm not a calculator and I didn't take calc. as a freshmen, but I have received exemplary grades in the courses I have taken. There is something about it that really makes me want to choose it, but I'm still not sure. I don't know whether I can handle it (I've received all A's in math and math is my best subject, but I don't know if I'm math major material.)</p>
<p>Computer Science: Then there is comp sci. I don't know much about it, but I was thinking about taking it with applied mathematics. Although the point is, I don't know much about it. It seems like something I might be interested but I don't know how whether I will be good at it or whether, once again, it will be too much.</p>
<p>Engineering: I've abandoned this idea after a summer engineering program, but I wonder whether the program was misleading. The idea of becoming an engineer has intrigued me since I was a child but now I'm not sure what I want to do--this is a lie because I've been unsure about the future for a long time; I have just been lying to myself for a really long time.</p>
<p>Other: and then there is other. Perhaps I'm suppose to do something else. I just don't know.</p>
<p>I have a lot of doubts about the future; in fact, I'm doubting all of my major choices. Can someone shed some light on this situation? I'm lost.</p>
<p>Btw, another reason why I'm bringing this up is because if i'm going to apply as an engineer then I need to be sure before I go to a college.</p>