<p>Whenever I take the free MBTI Jung tests online, I usually get typed as an INFP (Introverted, intuitive, feeling, and perceiving), or ISFP (Introverted, sensing, feeling, and perceiving).
It’s pretty accurate in the sense that I’m very introverted. I could sit alone in my room all day, and I have never been one to make friends and relationships with many people. It’s not that I don’t want friends and a happy marriage one day, it’s the fact that I’m picky and usually won’t be friends with just anyone (unless I’m forced too) or start a relationship with just anyone. I need to feel a connection with a friend and that “feeling” that I’m with my soulmate, “the right guy” in order to fall in love. I’m not like many girls my age, who search for love or romance in random guys just for the sake of romance. That’s why I’ve never been in a romantic relationship with a guy or given up my virginity before. I’m also far more concerned with my own independent future career as of right now. I’d rather have one meaningful equal romantic relationship with the “right guy” than search for love in a string of shallow relationships, hookups and one-night stands with random guys. I am content waiting for true love to find me In other words, I’d rather have one or two close friends or no friends at all rather than have a bunch of shallow friends. I really hate having shallow relationships with people. I guess you could say I have overly-idealistic values concerning friendship and true love, especially in today’s society.
I’m musically artistic in singing and accelerated in language arts. However, I have always greatly struggled with math and science. I leave everything unfinished until the last minute, and remain leisurley and laid-back when it comes to having things done on time. Like a perceiver, I can be very indecisive when it comes to making decisions (especially life decisions) and waver on whether or not I should make it and the possible consequences and outcomes of each one. I’m usually a pretty kind-hearted and down-to-earth sort of girl, but I have had my moments of selfishness, laziness and anger and stress in which I make comments or decisions that I immediately regret after I say them rudely and thoughtlessly in the heat of my passion. I cannot stand show-offs, but at the same time, I can be one too, if I feel jealous of someone with the same talent as me or irritated. My work ethic and determination are based on how passionate and inspired a subject, lesson, piece, or topic makes me feel. When I’m really passionate about a subject, like say, singing, I want to move on to a new piece as soon as I learn the one I’m currently working on (which is often relatively quickly and in a perfectionist manner), and my practice efforts and interest in singing the current piece wanes, making it harder to practice the same aria or song over and over again (which isn’t a good thing considering I want vocal performance to be my major, and audition for a spot in the Conservatory for my sophomore year of college. Nonetheless, I fight the boredom, apathy, and tendency to procrastinate from singing the same piece over and over again by reminding myself that I must, and that this is what I want since I love to sing, and I don’t want to sound worse, but progressively sound better). When I’m not that skilled at something or just want to move on, I will often gloss over the whole thing and space out missing the whole point. When I am interested in a project, I will start analyzing every little detail and try to make sense of it in the whole. Also, I tend to be very meticulous when it comes to spelling, and typos usually bug me I used to highlight an entire page of information, but now I only highlight what is necessary. As far as intuition goes, I have my moments of stupid impulsive wandering, (even when I know it’s stupid I sometimes can’t help myself out of curiousity), but my moral judgments and values are very mature for my age. Also, there are certain subjects and topics of interest that I can process quickly like auditory music, language arts, sometimes philosophy, and people, but subjects like math, science, visual/spatial tasks, and things that bore me take me forever to understand and process. And even when I do understand things quickly, I hesitate -and double check myself. This is because I was born with a mild case of Spastic Hemiplegic Cerebral Palsy, due to a prenatal stroke which damaged a portion of the left side of my brain (the basal ganglia), and has weakened my right arm and leg, fine motor skills, math skills, and visual/spatial processing speed. As a chiId was an impulsive wanderer, and got lost from my parents a lot just from a curiousity to explore. I usually am pretty good at getting an idea of who someone really is and their true intentions without even talking to them, and my gut feeling of when someone is good news or bad news, or when something good or bad is going to happen is usually spot on. I’m not sure whether or not, I’m an intuitive or sensor. I seem to have a lot of characteristics of both.</p>