<p>I'm about to finish up my sophomore year at Iowa State University, where I am double majoring in Animal Science and Dairy Science with a pre-vet option. My plans, starting way before I entered college, was to go into the large animal veterinary practice. </p>
<p>Well now I'm having a mid-college crisis. This far into my college career, I know my chances of getting into vet school are pretty slim. Aside from that, I'm not all that interested in the additional 4 years of huge expenses and the lack of a life due to constant studying and a huge workload that a vet student has. As an undergrad, the stress of achieving a C average in difficult science courses is stressful enough. I already have to re-take two intro chem courses and probably an anatomy course, because I received a C- in Chem 177, I dropped chem 178 due to a failing midterm grade. The rest of my classes are A's and B's. At the rate I am going with chemistry, Organic is going to KILL me. </p>
<p>I am loosing interest in the livestock field. My backup plan was to do something in the field of Dairy Cattle Genetics and Breeding, but I don't' want to spend the rest of my life cooped up in some lab doing the same day to day boring tasks. </p>
<p>I have decided that I'd rather spend the rest of my life outdoors, working with wildlife, but I don't know of any careers in this field. I keep telling myself to stick to the safer route of keeping my Animal Science and Dairy Science degrees, because of the high placement rate and availability of steady careers that pay well. </p>
<p>All in all, I am also sick of science. It drains me mentally. Even if I decide to switch to a wildlife biology degree, I will still have to take difficult science courses, even though the grades will be less demanding than they are now as a pre-vet student.</p>
<p>I just don't know. I am mentally exhausted with no one to talk to. My adviser is of no help. As a first generation college student, I have a ton of family pressure to do something great with my career. I don't know what to do with my life. </p>
<p>Sorry if this was one giant ramble. I've been studying for finals all day and I can't even see straight anymore haha</p>