<p>i have had straight A's first semester since i was freshman. and of course, i somehow ended up with a B in anatomy and a C in AP calculus bc for first semester. </p>
<p>calculus is what i'm worried about. i haven't ever had a C in my life. the class is like jibberish to me. i thought i would do fine, math has always been my strongest subject. but calculus goes straight over my head. i study like crazy and spend a good 2 to 3 hours on the homework every night. i still got a C. </p>
<p>i was deferred from Stanford SCEA, am applying for penn, brown, cornell, harvard, pepperdine, unc chapel hill, and others.</p>
<p>i was already a reach applicant, now are my chances completely ruined?</p>