Did YOU choose this college, or did your family pressure you into continuing the tradition of attending this college?
If you chose this place, remember why you chose it. What key points made it stand out over others? If your family made you choose this school, or said they would only pay for you to attend this one school, then you have more problems than just not liking this huge school.
Please make an appointment with a school counselor. It is free, and your issues are very common and they will have more practical advice geared to your school’s clubs and activities.