<p>this is from BB test #1
what about this one
Thanks to anyone who posted reply to help me.</p>
<p>The question that what motivates people to change is quite obvious to me. It is the inner part of ourselves ----a desire of self-improvement----urged us to change. The more I experience, the more I under stand. I reckon even a split of the thought of others’ better skill in computer games will drive me mad in practicing all months to catch up with them by any means.</p>
<p>Once, one of my best friends got an ‘A+’ at Politics which I am particularly good at while I received an ‘A’. Such a shame for being defeated kept in my mind for weeks until I beat him the nest time. During this period, I determines to work harder and read materials as much as possible. The failure dangling in my head for weeks which lead to a tension face that my friend asked what’s wrong with me. Though, the self-discipline requires doing extra work, I applied myself assiduously to the task. It is clear that the envy of others’ achievement triggers me to change. It is a torture for me to remain still when self-dignity is threatened. My mind even surprises me sometimes. </p>
<p>For another case, I couldn’t bear in anyone’s debt. Borrowed from my primary school teacher, ”Learning Revolution”, which I promise to return, was a book that interested me most. However, I moved to another city and it is too far away, I barely got chance to go back. The idea of returning the book immediately haunted me all year until a few nightmares striked me and I finally got around to go back. I returned the book with most grimly apology. After doing so I felt fully relieved like a bird flying in the sky, singing and playing at will. Since then I never forget to return any objects that I borrowed as quickly as I could. I like the felling of paying off all debts. This case leads me to yet another change ---never delaying to return things.</p>
<p>Now it is clear that it is our inner part that maneuvers my mind and forces me to change. NO one urged me nor did any other form of pressure attack me. It is our mind that requires ourselves to be better.</p>