<p>I'm so upset right now...</p>
<p>I graduated from a top 10 high school in Jamaica. I graduated two years younger than my peers with the highest honors within my class.</p>
<p>Now I go to one of the WORST high schools in NYS. The graduation rate last year was 59% and the projected graduation rate of this year's senior class is ~10%. Even with the high levels of grade inflation the students still can't make a C average in any of their classes. I could rant on and on about the sub-par academics at my school but I have already accepted that.</p>
<p>This is what really pi**ed me off.</p>
<p>Even though I procrastinated and delayed my PSAT studying, I began getting serious last week and spent the entire weekend (including Columbus Day) indulging my Barrons & Kaplan Prep book. I did a practice test last night and finally broke 200 (I believe this is enough to at least get commended). Confident that I was going to get higher than any student in my class (more than half of them came this morning and forgot that we had the PSAT) I strode proudly into the exam room. The proctor began reading the instructions. She read the part about how much time we had for each section and then stated that we are required to do the sections sequentially, and once time was up for one section we had to move to the next section. To my horror she said we will disregard that rule and we [the students] are free to skip between sections. Her words pierced my gut; I bled invisible blood.</p>
<p>So when we were told to begin, for the first 10 minutes there was moderate silence (silence in my school is very different from the definition of silence elsewhere. What is considered silence in my school is similar to the cheering that goes on at a sports game). While I was working diligently other students were chatting and playing music from their cellphones. The proctor kept on threating to send students out of the exam room (everyone knew they were empty threats). Students began banging the desk and chanting "F*** the PSAT". When they realized that I was still working one student came over to me and said "n<em>*a you a nerd, gimme that" and grabbed my answer sheet [I was sitting directly in FRONT of the PROCTOR]. A struggle pursed and it resulted in my answer sheet being passed around the exam room with numerous students reproducing my answers onto their answer sheets. Then the LAZY A</em> PROCTOR FINALLY got up and took my answer sheet from them and gave it back to me. For the rest of the exam students continued in their vulgar behavior and some of them went to sleep [this girl beside me took one look at the question booklet and slept through the entire exam].</p>
<p>After the exam was over I stormed to the principal's office and demanded her audience with her and I was told that I needed an appointment. Outraged, I kicked open her door and went in to see her...unfortunately I interrupted a meeting :( After being threatened with a suspension, I explained my case and she told me to talk to the GC. My past encounters with the GC has taught me that nothing would get done if I reported it to him. However, with great reluctance, I did so anyways. After explaining my plight he just said "I'll write a letter to collegeboard about it". I nearly fainted. It's not collegeboard's fault that the kids in the school are rotten. I expected immediate disciplinary action against them but alas, they weren't even given any form of warning, yet when I walked in on a principal's meeting they push suspension forms in my face.</p>
<p>Any ideas what I should do? I am terribly upset about this whole situation and would ultimately like to have a chance to resit the PSAT.</p>
<p>In my high school in Jamaica, we did standardize tests that were scored by regional & international examination boards and the behavior that was exhibited today would, under no circumstances, be tolerated. Students would have their tests rendered invalid and receive a suspension from the exam board (they would be barred from taking future exams for X years).</p>
<p>I feel like crying, and guys aren't suppose to cry :( :( :( :( :'(</p>