<p>Okay, so my whole college search/acceptance process has been a rollercoaster...I need to vent, and I'm desperate for advice.</p>
<p><strong>Just a note before my lengthy story: I have put a deposit down at UW-Madison, do not have to put one down yet for Mizzou, and have not put one down for NYU and hopefully they will accept it late (they say they will but it could be a bit risky)</strong></p>
<p>I'm currently on the waitlist at Northwestern (Medill j-school), Georgetown, Columbia, Boston College, and WashU. It's not likely I will get off of any, so for argument's sake, let's assume that I am only in at NYU, UW-Madison, and Mizzou for journalism.</p>
<p>Here's the problem: Madison and MIzzou are wwaaaaayy cheaper than NYU, and although Madison is a stronger school overall, Mizzou wins in the journalism department. I am strongly leaning toward Mizzou and don't have many complaints about the school except that it might be in too small of a town and its academics are less than stellar outside of the j-school. Madison has good academics, and Madison is a fun place, but I don't like much else about the school. The only reason I am hesitant to say yes to Mizzou is that I am unsure about my career choice in journalism, and feel that if I change my mind from reporting/travel journalism/magazine journalism/fashion journalism/freelance writing/editing/publishing/advertising...you get the picture...and want to pursue politics or a career as an English professor, I would be ill advised to stay at Mizzou since it is not known at all for much outside of journalism. </p>
<p>Moreover, my #1 choice besides a couple schools on the waitlist is NYU, but the cost is insane. And factoring in the increase in price of tuition/room and board/personal expenses, and paying for my bro's 3 years at UW-Whitewater, the cost over all 4 years is roughly $250,000 (This also includes me not studying abroad, doing work study, working over summers and getting about $3000 per summer, and my brother contributing $2000 per year). Not to mention expenses to fly home to WI, parents flying to NYU and staying in hotels, etc. I know its a ton of money, and we are unsure about how much IB credit I could get at the school and can't seem to find a clear answer even after calling NYU and searching the web. </p>
<p>Is NYU worth the cost if I'm willing to work like crazy, apply for outside scholarships each year, skimp on living expenses, live in the cheapest dorms or even low cost triples all 4 years if I can, etc.?</p>
<p>I just feel like I have worked my butt off for the past 4 years and have sacrificed so much time, a social life, everything to avoid having to go to a public state school...I don't mean to sound like a prestige whore, but I feel so despairing to have to settle for Mizzou most likely or maybe Madison (and I know both are fine schools...I don't mean it like that). </p>
<p>The other potential problem is that I am a bit unsure about journalism, so when I try to explain to my parents how awesome NYU would be for connections, internships at top fashion or other magazines, etc., they claim that I can't argue that since I'm not 100% sure about journalism and can't argue the same thing for my other interests in politics/Enlish/publishing. But it would be the best place to go for publishing/editing for sure...what about politics or becoming an English prof (unlikely, though). </p>
<p>Basically, it comes down to Mizzou or NYU. Is NYU worth that much money...and my dad doesn't want to have to wait to retire at age 70, but if he retires at age 62-64ish, he'll still have to make a few loan payments of $2,000 per month by then with no income...is it worth that? I don't know how else I can make money to afford NYU, but I'm desperate to go there! Any suggestions, advice, things I can tell my parents? This is my dream (and they know that...money's the problem...)!</p>