<p>I’m sorry you have the feelings you have :(. regret is sad.</p>
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<p>I’ve thought similar things. you’ve been a conscious person for, i don’t know, 15 years, which is around 6k days. I’m not sure what you wish you could have done. Um, we all get old and have to face death and illness and things. Even if you could rewrite your life you’d eventually find yourself at that stage. would all those things matter then? maybe it would solve the problem of regret, but I don’t know.</p>
<p>Hopefully your discontentment with your past will motivate you to do things that you won’t regret. Nothing’s guaranteed though.</p>
<p>basically you are unhappy :(. There are lots of unhappy people. You are one of them. That is a terribly sad thing. human suffering is sad. suffering hopefully motivates people to do anything they can not to suffer, but sometimes that motivation is not enough. </p>
<p>hearing about sad people makes me sad. I wish you were very happy, and not because i particularly care about you or know about you, but because then I would be more happy. everyone wants everyone else to be happy, but for certain reasons it doesn’t quite work out that way.</p>