<p>Yeah…I find myself entertaining the idea every now and then. I was pretty much the same, out of 19 years I have had really just this year that I felt like I had done something with my life. I am also turning 20 next month which is a slightly scary thought but in my opinion I am doing better then I thought I would be doing this time last year. Things will pick up…hopefully because while I enjoy doing what I am doing it doesn’t leave a lot of time to pursue a relationship or things like that…but a lot can happen in a year.</p>