I do not really know which thread to put this in, but I think this is the best one.
Currently, I am in college trigonometry at a local CC. This is my last required class for my A.A. My problem is that I remember the formulas but it is just not fully clicking for me. I study for the tests, and I feel fairly confident that I will pass them, but when I get them back, I do not do well. From what I have read, the use of trigonometry in Calculus is not as in depth as I am learning, so I should be fine. As of right now, I have a 70 in the class, but if the trend of the test scores go as they are, I will fail the class. I am in high school, and if I do not pass I will still get my diploma, but I will not be apart of the AA graduates section. I know it is very silly to care about the specific group I am in, but this has been the only thing I have been passionate about throughout high school. Plus, I feel like despite what my parents say, I will feel like a disappointment to not just myself, but to them, too. I also am worried that I will not be able to test out of it when I take the math placement test at the university I am attending. I talked to my professor and she told me that all I need to do is memorize, memorize, memorize, and that “If I want to become an engineer” I have to be able to memorize everything very well. I feel like despite all of my hard work not just in this class, but over the years that this one subject will ruin a lot of things for me. As of right now, I am studying for the next test, then the final which is two weeks from now.
If there is any advice anyone can give please do, I feel like a failure and will greatly appreciate any feedback given.
Thank you