<p>It's my first day at a community college and I'm nervous due to screwing a lot of things up lately. I kept putting things off and wasn't paying attention to things like I should have, so as a result I'm attending an English evening class on Tuesdays and an art class on Saturdays I need to transfer to MICA in two years. My schedule is scattered due to most of the classes being closed, and I hate myself because I kept put things off. Plus, I forgot to get my book as well. I'm not poor, but money is rather tight at the moment, so I couldn't register for as many classes as I wanted to. I'm only taking one core class until next semester, when I plan to take the rest of my core classes. As of now, I'm only going to school once a week until next month, and I already have a friend telling me I suck, so I feel like a pathetic flunky. How can I prepare for my first day, not be nervous and depressed?</p>