<p>The following is a ****y rant from a very frustrated wannabe undergrad looking for validation. Feel free to be harsh, as I probably sound like a bratty ninny for posting any of what you are about to read:
Call me an education masochist. In the summer of '06, two years off a dismal high school finale I applied and started classes at a local CC. I had it all planned out; I would get my AA, utilize the guaranteed transfer program and finish my BFA at one of the real nice state universities.
Of course its never all roses. In addition to my I also had to work 40+ hours/wk to support myself, and pay for all the niceties I enjoyed (car/insurance, apt., electricity, water).
It was exhausting, and unfortunately it didn't work out. I dropped my Eng Comp Class which was turning out to be quite demanding even though writing is a a strong point for me, then my remedial Intermediate Algebra until I squeaked by with a low C in Intro Psych. and a High B in Intro to Theater. The FAFSA folks were none too pleased with my part time status and dropped my financial aid for the second half, which meant no school for me.
With all that said, what are my chances of really getting back to school. I want to learn, I want to be dedicated I just cant seem to catch a financial break, and end up focusing on work and keeping the bills paid instead of classes.</p>
<p>Instead of trying to take a full course load, have you considered taking only one or two classes at a time? No, you won't be eligible for financial aid, but the cost of a single course at a CC might be more managable for you. </p>
<p>I know this can be done IF you really want it. One of my sister's, in her mid 30's, has been working on a BA part time for about 4 years now. She has 3 children, one of whom is disabled. She is also working full time right now. She and her husband are commited to making this happen. It's not easy, but it's necessary for a better future. It's not about catching a financial break. It IS about being committed to getting that degree.</p>