<p>It's weird how nothing matters anymore. Decisions are made, letters are printed, envelopes are sealed, lives will be forever changed. I find it funny how people still ask others about their chances or whether or not they are strong candidates. The admissions game is a tricky one, a puzzle within a puzzle that only you can solve. But by this stage in the game, the puzzle has been solved, and soon enough its answer will be revealed. I too, am playing this game, plagued by uncertainty and doubt, as it does many others-waiting, hoping. April 1st cannot come soon enough, the nights are long and the days unbearable. We see happy classmates knowing where they will attend college, most of them applied to public universities content with their choice-nevertheless they have the satisfaction of knowing they were accepted-they were chosen. I know whatever answer this game holds for me, I will accept it, because I know in my heart that for the past four years, as have most of us, I've been working my ass off and know full well that there is not one thing in the world I could have done differently. The minutes are ticking for that life changing April morning, but Nothing Matters Anymore.</p>
<p>aww michael!!! best of luck to all cc-ers:)</p>
<p>You are a psychic, those were my thoughts completely!</p>
<p>The next 10 days will be the toughest ever especially for those who were not accepted anywhere yet.
We did the best we could, so let us just wait for the unknown. Best luck for everyone.</p>
<p>All this talk and then one fell swoop and BAM. All over</p>
<p>yeah. i just went and looked at my activity sheet, it's retarded. but there's nothing i can do about it now. it seems ODD, that D-day is approaching. it's kind of unbelievable, still, that this year WE are the graduating seniors all finding out where we're going to college. You know? it's US. the kids I grew up with.</p>
<p>yeah, i totally agree with all you guys. it feels so weird right now. i'm so anxious yet scared...</p>
<p>and yeah, what blu said...all these years i've been watching others graduate and choose between colleges...i can't believe its happening to US now...it feels so surreal</p>
<p>seriously i think im so excited but it seems unrealistic that i will be away at college next year at this time...but what school... and michael, you said it precisely! the decisions have been processed, and im slowly losing all motivation to try...if i didnt have track, i doubt i would be functioning right now
...hold on everyone---the longest 10 days of our lives are almost over, and we'll likely never feel such extreme anticipation again! its gonna be sweeeeet April 1, i can feel it lol</p>
<p>wooooof~
i couldn't agree with you more!
and once again, guuuud luck everyone! :D</p>
<p>You guys... it's so weird because I've been planning for so long for one instant. It's strange how one little decision dictates how my life is for the next four years. I'm not sure how much I like or agree with that...</p>
<p>We'll see if I've done enough, achieved enough, or prepared enough for that moment. I just hope it all works out (for everyone). :o</p>
<p>i dont know about you guys, but realizing that it's all almost over it getting me quite scared- about life. our days of carelessness and "youthful innocence" are drawing to a close and our true long life of responsibilities and troubles is about to begin. i'm afraid of growing up. i want to be 17 forever!</p>
<p>i'm dying waiting for this, dying i tell you</p>
<p>me too, babybird :(</p>
<p>"i've got the black lung, pop" lol :p</p>
<p>LOL. merMAN! merMAN!</p>
<p>for me it's more like a horrible stomachache lol</p>
<p>the files are IN the computer!!</p>
<p>plus i'm sick right now, so yuck and double yuck.</p>
<p>yeah i came in 4th period today</p>
<p>i haven't gotten an invitation for Sunday at the Square for NYU. Even though I don't want to go to NYU, come on, I totally should have gotten in!</p>
<p>but, i thought stern didn't get invites? mine is specific to CAS.</p>
<p>I got the CAS invite last year and one of my friends got a Stern invite (at least he applied and got into Stern and he got invited to the NYU Square thing so I'm assuming that's what it was).</p>
<p>its wierd, underclassmen asking me if i know where im going next year....im never gonna see these people that ive spent so many years with...so scary...i completely agree with you fiesta pagana...farewell my youth...before i know it ill be 40...no more going to the movies with friends, just hanging around being stupid... life sux :P youre young for less than half your life...and half of that is pretty much spent as a kid.</p>