<p>i would be like. wow i really am not good enough. lol
i think its bc im an asian female.
asian=over represented
female= just plain sucks to be one thats trying to get into a highly selective college.</p>
<p>yeah i really hope that the B wont shoot me down in calc. like i got a b the 1st quarter, probably an a- this quarter…technically im not in “calc” but im in math sl and my teacher made our curriculum the same as the AP calc class which is different than other math sl classes in other IB supporting schools. </p>
<p>ill probably bomb the midterm tho…or maybe…B at best.</p>
<p>my teacher faxed that in–that shes pretty much teaching us the AP calc course…so maybe they’re waiting to see how im doing in that? thats all i can think of.</p>
<p>ive been accepted to…OSU (ohio) and im probably going to put the deposit in (osu is my safety school but was my first choice before i fell in love with penn)</p>
<p>but alas, im applying to harvard yale stanford (my parents want me to. if i couldnt get into penn i dont stand a chance lol) notre dame (on my own) miami u of ohio (my choice), casewestern (my choice) northwestern (my choice) and georgetown (kinda my choice…)</p>
<p>i sent an email to my regional director–she replied saying that she wanted to talk to me directly over the phone about it (is this common?)
and she said she was 100% backing up my application and thought i was a good fit (this is why i think statistics threw me down) and that she’d do everything to make my app sound appealing and that she was going to definitely mention this personal correspondance</p>
<p>but even tho she said all that, i feel like every regional director is pushing for their regions deferred 100%, right? bc if they werent, then people would just be rejected?</p>
<p>so. im definitely going to write them a nice letter, not a please get me in letter, but a passionate letter (that sounded kinda wrong?) to show how much i would love to be a part of their community. and an updated resume. other than that, im trying to move on. im trying to be a pessimist. im treating this like a rejection for sure that way my motto can apply</p>
<p>my pessimistic motto:</p>
<p>lifes great being a pessimist–either you’re constantly being proven right, or pleasantly surprised (:</p>
<p><3 sarah</p>