<p>Im not sure if im ready...im sorta scared ill have a heart attack on the way to looking at my decision.</p>
<p>down to under 5 hours now</p>
<p>4:50 to go!!</p>
<p>got alot of calculus to do, so i'll manage to keep busy.</p>
<p>i'm gonna be rehearsing all the way from 3 to 8:30. i think i'll go crazy knowing that decisions are online but that i can't look at mine. if the director holds us any longer than that i think i'll die x____x</p>