<p>Dearest oldmom, you keep referring to my mother’s dream of moving into my house. The idea haunts me today because I am anxious that at AL she will run out of cash and that the house hasn’t sold yet. Then there will be no where for her to go. I asked Preironic to do the math for me, or I will ask one of my two elder daughters, but I’d rather not involve them. If she has enough cash to last a reasonable amount of months, long enough for the house to sell, it would be a dream.</p>
<p>I feel more confident here by the remarks that the house, priced well, should sell soon. I did see my therapist this afternoon and she was very enthusiastic that this would be so. She had recently gone house hunting with her daughter and saw all the bargains snapped up day by day. My husband and I bumped into each other in the village this afternoon and he said something like,“We’ll say something like we’ll take this much but no lower.” I wanted to shoot him. Next, I’ll be arguing with him?? We will sell the house asap…as far as I’m concerned, to the first bidder…may he/she appear the day the house goes on the market.</p>
<p>After I posted this morning, I had second thoughts about revealing how open and detailed the shrink was with me, thinking readers would say/think he had overextended his boundaries and was not professional. I want to thank you for the nice comments about his words. The letter I wrote him was deep from my soul, and in a way, he might have needed someone to share with, too.I mean, 30 year with my mother. It was a revelatory conversation. The therapist this afternoon asked me, Did your mother say what she complained about you and your husband EXACTLY? Well…I had to say No! And I don’t want to know. </p>
<p>Reverse mortgage. I sent the rep the Forbes articles with pointed questions and asked him to respond to each point in the essay. It was a rather pushy, but not impolite, email. Well, to his credit, he wrote write right back. One thing he said that was GOOD was that according to HUD laws you cannot be made to “pay back” more than the house gets on the market, even if interest has “racked up” HUD pays it. BUT it is entirely true that the senior must be occupying the house and he told me finagling ways of making this “sort of true”; that he has clients sign at the closing, stating they will inhabit the house, then move to AL. It was kind of shocking he was so up front about it. It is fraud. </p>
<p>We will see the elder lawyer again a week from tomorrow, this time to see if she has any strategies in case my mother needs to borrow money before the house is sold. I think a home equity loan is a possibility. And I did read somewhere on the internet about something called something like a “bridge loan” for seniors.</p>
<p>I did muse a little about having the realtor come and photo/assess the house while we are at the lawyer’s (it’s a long drive) and the caregiver will be home alone. But I think that’s dishonest and not fair, but when I talk to her about the need for an appraisal and to put the house on the market asap, there will be another flare-up.</p>
<p>Old mom, thank you for offering your therapist.What a nice gesture. I don’t give mine much of a chance because I talk so much.Since this weekend will be “pivotal” I arranged to see her again next wk. For 18 years I had a therapist (who finally retired at like age 80) who was born in Chungking whose father was a Guomindang (sp?) general! They escaped to Taiwan with Chaing Kai Sheck (sp?), she went to med school there and then in NYC. Now, how many people can say they had a shrink from MAINLAND CHINA? She had her parents living with her Chinese-style so she was completely out of it about mothers. It was mostly for fun. I would bring her my girls’ Chinese school homework and she would explain it to me so I could help the girls, and we would talk about China. You know, it was therapeutic, because as my husband pointed out all the time, she was a mother figure to me.</p>