It’s possible that reaching out for more help with ED visits would have helped, but I would have suffered the consequences. She got so fragile her last 18 months that even a 15 minute drive each way for an ice cream cone took her from getting up and down herself toileting herself, even dressing herself, to looking dead in the bed, requiring 24/7 care for about a week after that outing. We tried a few outings over a few months, and they just wrecked her. An ED visit, I cannot imagine. Even if she’d gotten hospice, it would have been me 24/7 dealing with the fallout.
Hospice provided lovely shower aides, and that would have been super as I went through several over time, including one who quit whilst I was traveling and had a sibling covering at my home.
Hospice provided meds, but that’s not a big deal. Mom had great insurance. But the nurse and shower aide to take a look etc., that would have been dramatic help. For example, she ended up with bad abdominal pains right when she took a downhill turn, I had hospice out to visit and they warned me she might be constipated. I’d never thought of that being the cause, was not charting her toileting (this was right when she went down quite a ways, the weeks before she was crazy with the LBD, but more functional. Had that nurse not given me that idea and I started the Miralax, we might have ended up in the ED. That’s the kind of help I needed.
I am medically quite competent. My mother fell twice, once before hospice, once on hospice, both times she cut her head quite badly. I had a suture kit, lidocaine and a surgeon neighbor stitched her the first time. The second time I called hospice and they offered to call an ambulance, I had hoped a nurse would staple her head and avoid the ED. Instead I bound her head and we watched it for a couple of hours. She and I had many talks and she absolutely did not want life prolonging Tx if she lost her mental faculties, we would not have not CT scans, or treatment for a brain bleed, there was nothing to be gained in the ED…except, perhaps, hospice the firs time? But I did not know, and I still would have suffered the decline in condition.
One big positive is that all my kids and I and DH have had lots of talks about what we want in all sorts of situations so they can feel good about making a decision for us.
My county only has one hospice and I remain unimpressed. I handled the hospice enrollments for my in laws in a competitive county and it went great. I think we just have a group with some nice people and some lousy people and no competition. Yep, I have signed the forms and DNRs for 4 adults. LBD is tough because the condition can vary dramatically day to day or through the day- can feed herself, cannot find her mouth; can dress herself, walking around the house half naked; can walk safely, falling like a tree-just timber straight over. Dramatic variations means a visit on a good day doesn’t help your case.
I hope this does not come across as bitter, just pointing out the regional variations and I think I am in the same state as @busdriver11.