Words of wisdom:
“Being able to attend boarding school is a gift, not an entitlement. As with most gifts, it is not your choice what you are given…”
Plan B: dig in your heels, and attend your local public school, as my 3 kids do.
If you really are “mad and bitter”… and not just having a bad moment and blowing off steam… then I think you probably have a LOT of growing up to do.