<p>Seriously when I look back, the whole year seems a hodgepodge to me now… I shouldn’t have applied to US with such weak resources. I underestimated the selectivity of the US schools because I had got into very selective Indian schools ( Which even though have as low acceptance rate as the top US schools, the admission is based solely on a test. So I thought that the SAT was something like that. I wasn’t really aware of the holistic review. ) </p>
<p>I was literally unaware of the whole process so I messed up the whole thing. :(</p>
<p>I hope people forgive me here.</p>