<p>Before I start, please know that I realize have two great offers to consider and am by no means complaining. Also, sorry in advance; this post is nearly as tangled as my thoughts!</p>
<p>A few weeks ago, the University of Missouri--Columbia granted me their Chancellor's Fund for Excellence scholarship, which covers room, board, tuition, a laptop, and various other things. I’m also a Walter Williams scholar--- more information here for those unfamiliar with this (Missouri</a> School of Journalism: The Journalism Scholars and Walter Williams Scholars Programs). I hear belonging to this group makes the school feel smaller. When I got this, I was pretty psyched, and pretty sure I was going to go to Mizzou.
Then, last week, I was accepted to Pomona, my top-choice school. I love its rigor, smallness, and incredible aesthetics.<br>
Also, I’m almost positive I’d like to be a journalist in some capacity, but I’m not entirely certain, and have heard that it’s often better to get your undergraduate degree in something you really love (like political science!) and then go to grad school to hone your journalistic craft.
The problem with Pomona is that it’ll put me $30,000 into student loan debt. Also, in accordance with their student loan policy, the $15,000 I’ve accrued in outside scholarships will only subtract from the amount they’ve given me (my “Pomona grant” of $38,000ish. Expensive school, indeed.) My parents cannot pay for any of it, as each is unemployed.
I’m incredibly conflicted. My mom and dad say I’m stupid not to take the free ride, that I’m an elitist if I don’t accept the honor (it’s only given to one person at MU each year), and that it’ll be great to graduate without student loans.<br>
Most of my friends and teachers say $30,000 is a small price to pay for a potentially life-changing experience.</p>
<p>Either way, I’m going onto grad school, preferably Yale law school or Columbia’s j-school, if I can get in. That’ll add more debt. </p>
<p>So, the way I see it, I have two great options. Pomona is my ideal school, but it’s quite a price to pay. Mizzou isn’t perfect, but, without massive debts looming above my head, I can probably make the experience into something cool. </p>
<p>I’ll add more as I think of more pros and cons.<br>
This is the first time I’ve ever had to make a decision of such great consequence on my own. Scary stuff. Any input you can give is greatly appreciated!</p>