<p>Hey guys,</p>
<p>So life is really ironic because I just got a message right now from a really, really nice person who said it was good that I wasn't feeling depressed that I was so dumb anymore. </p>
<p>Unfortunately, it was ironic because I was just about post this thread.</p>
<p>So now, Pre-calc doesn't actually MAKE me want to kill myself. </p>
<p>It just makes me cry everytime I attempt. Anywhere. In school, in class, in the cafeteria, at home, you name it. I don't get it. I don't get a single word of it. =(</p>
<p>And the sad thing is I try. I really, really try. Really bad. I pay attention in class and take notes and read the chapters and all. Everything. And yet, when I have to do the homework, I can't solve ONE single problem. Not one. </p>
<p>And it sucks because my book is a piece of crap. The chapter just tells you some stupid law some mathematician with no life made up and then it gives you a thousand problems that (at least to my small brain) are by far, not understandable by what was explained in the chapter. </p>
<p>So report cards are coming out in like 4 weeks, and I have a D in pre-calc when Im usually a straight A student. And everytime I try it, I just cry. Because it gets worse everytime. </p>
<p>I hate my life. I just hate it. I wish I had been born wealthy like that imbecile of Paris Hilton and at least then I know that if I didn't understand something, its ok, because I have money and my family is not going to starve to death. Sadly, for some unknown reason, that is not so, and thus Im stuck here hating myself every schoolday a little more. </p>
<p>I hate myself.</p>