<p>Well, FWIW, I just found the e-mail I sent to a panicked ChoatieKid who ran into a wall in his favorite subject first trimester of sophomore year. We were stunned that a) he could run into a problem like this after sailing through first year and b) in his best subject – how could that be? We thought he was safely through the gauntlet. What he’s discovered is that the ante is upped significantly each year, but he just attacked sophomore year with the same toolkit hed used freshman year. Didn’t work. Anyway, right after he got his mid-term grades, but before they were posted, he wrote us a terrifying e-mail in the dead of night in shock and panic, worrying as much about how we would react when we logged into the portal (which he was sure wed do at first light though were three hours behind him) as he was about how his world had just imploded. </p>
<p>Of course we tried to call him, but it was about 2AM his time and the call kept going to voice mail, so both ChoatieDad and I wrote what we wanted to say hoping kiddo would somehow get our e-mail while also hoping that he wasnt staying up all night in a sweat (which he was). We eventually connected and talked him off the ledge the following day (the sun DID rise), and we were able to talk to all parties during Parents Weekend to understand that this is common and the school knows how to work with students to deal with academic problems quickly while salvaging their pride as much as their grades.</p>
<p>Im going to share our communication for any new parents who might be going through this first year and wanting a suggestion on how to respond. First is the loving parent response to your child which Im sure is your automatic reaction – focus only on how your child is feeling, making sure that kiddo knows that you understand his/her deep disappointment but emphasize that you are NOT disappointed in them, you are only hurting FOR them. Second, as I mentioned upthread, if grades come out before Parents Weekend, that is a great time to talk to all parties and see just how the school and your child are addressing the problem. Wait a bit before you jump in; you may not need to.</p>
<p>In CKs case, all was well by next trimester as his teacher very clearly spelled out not only the higher expectations but how to get there. By the time we got to PW, the teacher had already been meeting with CK every day for extra help. I also want to emphasize to new parents that getting extra help when needed is expected and carries no stigma. The stigma would come as a result of NOT getting the needed help.</p>
<p>I can report to you today that what seemed like a crisis then was handled well and CK survived and thrived. So, hang in there. Its not the end of the world. These are the experiences that stretch our kids and so beautifully prepare them for the college journey head.</p>
<p>Cheers!</p>
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<p>*Dearest, Dearest Son</p>
<p>Our hearts are aching for you right now, and believe us, we are needing that hug from you as much as you want one from us. We are trying to hug you with this response, but it feels so lame.</p>
<p>First, your letter was beautifully and thoughtfully written and tells us that you are trying to understand what happened and you have an approach to tune out all distractions, reach out for all the help that is available, and do your best to fix what is wrong. We just cant ask for any more from you, and we arent there to provide day-to-day direction. That is what Choate is supposed to be doing for you in our stead, and it sounds like they are responding to the alarm. All parties and support systems seem to be at the ready to help you, so that is not where our main worry is right now.</p>
<p>Our main concern is how deflated and beaten you feel. We also sense that you have some confusion about how your performance could be this low when you thought it would be so much better. And, we sense fear. Your dad and I are more concerned about your feelings right now than we are about the grades, although we will talk to your advisor at Parents Weekend for another perspective. We will be able to talk to your teachers face-to-face during conferences this weekend, too, so were not sure we need to talk to <specific teacher=""> just yet if hes already talked to you and <advisor>. Well talk this over with you then and decide if you need more support from us.</advisor></specific></p>
<p><son>, were always amazed at how resilient you are in the face of adversity; you always just pick yourself up and keep going. THAT is a precious trait that we never, ever want you to lose. You said yourself that this isnt the end of the world. Its just a rough wake-up call. You MUST believe what you are saying. Even if you feel humiliated right now, it will pass as you work on fixing what you need to fix. We do believe you can correct this, but it might mean that school looks and feels a bit different for you for a while.</son></p>
<p>We dont want to give easy-to-say advice in this note. Dad and I can, of course, come up with suggestions, but we can save that for when we are able to talk this weekend or before if you can carve out the time. Instead, we want this note to tell you how loved you are, how sorry we are that his is happening to you, and how hard this is on my mothers heart that I cant be there do what only a mother can do and be for her hurting child. Hearing the pain in your letter is so hard to bear when I cant put my arms around you.</p>
<p>We love you, <son>. You are learning a hard lesson about what it takes to achieve what you want. You WILL get there, and we will help you but, for tonight, we are sending you our deepest love and telling you not to worry about your parents – we are your support. We hope you are able to sleep. We WILL help you through this.</son></p>
<p>All our love,
-Mom and Dad-*</p>