<p>Hello,</p>
<p>I'm really interested in mathematics and the genetics/biochemistry of Aging, so I want to obtain a PhD in Applied Mathematics at a Graduate School with a National Center in Systems Biology (such as Harvard, MIT, University of Washington, UC etc).</p>
<p>I'm currently a Junior in University pursuing a bachelors in Mathematics with a minor in Computer Science. Because they're fun, 30 of my elective credits are going into 6000 level Graduate statistics/bioinformatics/genetics courses. However, I'm in a rough spot partly due to a disability.</p>
<p>My accommodations are reduced course load, double test time and extended graduation, which has allowed me to keep a 3.8 GPA (I had to drop a class and got a B- in physics 2 and a B+ in DiffyQ before I was diagnosed). However, I recently got a research scholarship under a professor and - since everything takes me longer to complete - I'm feeling overloaded once more.</p>
<p>My research project is currently taking a significant amount of time as it's been upgraded numerous times with more data and better references etc to the point where the scholarship deadline is a few months away and I'm still working on my first round of results. My PI (who knows about my situation) keeps requesting the first iteration of my work so we can improve upon it further for publication and my scholarship presentation (I'm the first author). However, this is putting a huge strain on my classes.</p>
<p>Specifically, I might get a C in one of my core math classes (Advanced Calculus) and I'm on verge on failing the next exam. There is a make-up final to replace a bad grade, but it's probably going to be notoriously hard because its a 'privilege'. I've had an A in every other math class before this (aside from DiffyQ) and an A or A- in every graduate class so far. Does anyone have a recommendation on what I should focus toward to improve my graduate school application? This might be my first C before the course just requires so much time (got an 87 on the last exam -- 91 was highest grade).</p>
<p>My PI has told me that I'm useless to him and myself without good grades, but he also tells me that I might need to obtain results multiple times for my project -- so I have to get results in soon. If I don't follow through with this work soon, I think my PI will be disappointed. I don't want to get a bad letter of recommendation from my PI, but I also don't want a bad transcript in my core math classes. Any recommendations? Should I just suck it up and work my a*s until I drop and just accept what grades I get?</p>