<p>My college essay is about how I used to beat up in elementary school because of my race. But I can't seem to get myself in the mood to write with the passion I want. If you guys shared some of your experiences with me I think I can get my fervor back.</p>
<p>When I annoy people at school, they tell me to go build them a vcr...</p>
<p>I'm asian, btw.</p>
<p>my advice would be to set aside some time, and close your eyes and imagine you are there again. And meditate and wait, patiently wait until the feeling begins to rush back. Then, write a "crappy first draft.- meaning, don't think about what you're writing or how you're writing it or if it's grammatically correct, or anything along those taming lines, just write whatever you can straight from your feelings.</p>