<p>This year, I'm currently planning to take a gap year to work as a software programmer (already have an offer) for a startup. However, the college I was accepted to, a large, top public university, doesn't allow deferred admission, meaning that I'm currently in the process of withdrawing and have to reapply in the fall.</p>
<p>Seeing as how I have to reapply anyway, I figured I could also reapply to several "reach" engineering schools that I did not get into (including Stanford and MIT, one of which I am a legacy at). </p>
<p>I've heard that schools discourage reapplying and that it is an "uphill climb" to get admitted.
-How much of a "negative" is it to adcoms if you were rejected once before?</p>
<p>My job is genuinely interesting and I get to contribute ideas to a real business. I also get the opportunity to develop applications that might be downloaded/used by thousands, if not hundreds of thousands to millions (the latter is very improbable).
-Do you think my gap year experiences will make much of a difference in my application?</p>
<p>Also, I plan on changing one of my previous essays to one about a very personal struggle of mine that I was initially too embarrassed/afraid to write about (the topic is not controversial, merely personal), which I later regretted since it truly expresses "me."
-Do college admissions keep records of previous essays on file such that they would recognize if I changed the essay?</p>