<p>I got rejected from 10 schools that I applied to except one state school which I really really do not want to go to. I feel so embarrassed everyone at my school has gotten into these amazing schools and I can not get into at least one. So I applied this Thursday or so to 5 other schools because I can not go to a CC. Because I will feel as if all my hard work at school was for nothing and that I could have had more fun in high school and fail everything and could have just ended up at a CC. I feel like I am living up to the stereotype of African Americans and I have always tried to work my butt off and show that I am black and I can go to a good school and be smart too. But I guess I was wrong about me.</p>